So, what does this long story mean?
I think she decided to leave when we had the big fight, when she saw I had quit buying into the alcoholic/codependent insanity, that I knew I had to face reality, a month or so before I accepted that the core reality I had to face was my alcoholism. It's almost as though she could sense that I was about to begin recovery, and she had to get out before I stopped drinking. Without alcohol, what would there be to blame for her misery? And her misery was now at a whole new level, without a husband sharing, reinforcing and validating the insane thinking and living that are all she's ever known.
It means, I think, that I was finished with my run, but my wife is still on her run. I came in, and she's not ready to come in.

I've Escaped From MoFo* ** at last. I quit my job.
That was scary to do. It was also a huge relief. I had been there way too long. I wasn't learning anymore, and I didn't want to keep working there or at any law firm anywhere. It had nothing to do with what I was interested in anymore, and most of my friends had left. The most interesting thing to me by the time I left was my window, and that's just not where I want to be in my work. I used to love going to work, and I want to be that into my work again. Somewhere else.
I felt a little wobbly when I first left, but that's fading pretty fast.
I've got plans.
I'm very excited.

At the beginning of SaintéLyon, the feelings are rather good. I leave certainly too quickly. I run everywhere: rises, dishes, descents. Passage to Sainte-Catherine in 3h02 '. I will pay it at the end. The result disappoints me a little: I am very in on this side hoped time whereas the conditions weather were optimal on the other hand, very very very happy to have re-examined pals UFO, and to have made an end of road with Stef which will finish well better than me.

Go, the season (long bus started with the 100 kms of St-Nazaire in Mars) is finished. Now place with the récup and the peaufinage of a plan which will have to bring me jurqu' to the UTMB 2006.